Yesterday I hit the lowest point of my life..wherein I convinced myself that just because some random person said something I should throw away everything that I value a lot in my life..hurting a lot of people who genuinely care and worry about me...If given a choice I would probably erase that moment, and I would want to believe that it never happened..but since its now out there, an unecessary experience and ordeal in which I dragged a lot of people,I am sincerely and truly apologetic for what happened...sometimes you get lost in the chaos and the loud crowd so much that you forget whats truly priceless. I have a really special person in my life,somebody I really love, adore, and care about but somehow I ended up letting him down..I am scared that I might have pushed him away by what I did, but now I have no choice but to makeup for my careless mistakes and hope that one day he will forgive me... or atleast that he would be able to look at me beyond that one isolated incident.And I promise myself that I am going to value whatever I have, because he is somebody I was always waiting for, somebody who gets me, somebody who on most days sees me freaking out on trivial issues and being careless with major issues and yet manages to tell me that he loves me and mean it.
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Jesus loves you!
thats very kind of you to say that...and on most days I know that Jesus does love me but thanks again for reminding me :-)..may I know your name, if its not much of a problem
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